I'm shaking

It came!!! I GOT MY ID IN TIME!!!!!!!!!!!! Now its official, I can start freaking out! HOLY CRAP!

I woke this morning knowing it was a mere 6 days until I see NKOTB. Imagining what I will say to them, if there is time for me to speak. Will I just give them hugs? Will I cry? Will I faint?

SO MANY POSSIBILITIES!

This isn't real! It's not real! How can it be real? NKOTB disbanded after Jon's horse accident in the early 90's. I watch them on TV now. HOW CAN I BE MEETING THEM ALL? The adrenaline that is coursing through my body is amazing. Damn, I'm on the verge of tears. I get to meet my first love! My first obsession. OMG

I don't know how I am going to get through the next few days. It's coming so fast. I feel like I am on a rollercoaster. Speeding down the tracks, screaming my head off and then like magic *poof* its over.

I don't want it to end.
I don't want it to speed up.
I don't want to let go.

Sleep is becoming impossible. I feel like a kid at Christmas. WHAT KIND OF POWER DO THE MEN OF NKOTB HAVE OVER US?! I am swallowed up by it all. I am amazed and thankful we have this chance again. I am proud to be a BLOCKHEAD!

Must...drink....more...coffee.